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Somedayistofar

Kyla
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  • Oct 6
  • United States
  • Deviant for 12 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
My name is Kyla, and that is what I like to be called. I am a quiet girl, only fifteen years old. If you like me, good, if you don't, I'll wonder why. I'm not going to pretend that I don't care what people think of me because I do, a lot. I suffer from depression and social anxiety but I'm trying really hard to work through it.
I may not be the best but I'm something. Sorry if I shared to much but hey, no one has to read it, right?

Current Residence: Oregon
Favourite genre of music: all but country, rap, techno
Favourite style of art: unique
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Personal Quote: one day at a time

Favourite Movies
Donnie Darko
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
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Other Interests
drawing, writing, thinking
for the past two weeks I have been having little anxiety attacks every day. Over the littlest things to. Like if a character on tv is stressed i get thrown in to this anxiety attack. Today I had to walk across the room and class and sit next to someone who I don't really know and they acted like they didn't really want me there. So I got a panic attack and started crying. Every time I think about the damn speech I start to cry. My stomach hurts all of the time and I can't eat. I'm pushing people away and I get mad so easily. There aren't words to describe how painful this is. A week after my speech I have to start preparing for another speech
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Being Me

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I like who I am, fine with it. Though, sometimes, I feel disgusted when I look in the mirror. When I think about how people think of me. I'm weird and different. And really, I don't like it. I should! I need to!! but I just don't. I can't even bring myself to say those words.
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I can't move or speak with out doing wrong. I am a mistake that must be erased. How can I live life? When I can't speak When I can't do anything without wanting to die. Every bit of me is being pulled. I want people to see every bit of me I want to be completely invisible. I want people to see how broken I am I think I look to broken I think every one hates me for it. I think any one every reading this Will hate me for complaining. I think I talk to much Even though every one I meet Tells me how quiet I am Because I had no idea before. I think I look pretty But I think I'm so ugly. I think I'm as nice as I can be But I
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Thank you for the watch! :heart:
Thank you so much for the fave and good luck with your social anxiety. I've been battling with it and I'm finally getting over it. If I can do it, you can too. :)
Thanks for the fave! :D
Hi! Welcome to deviantArt! :wave:

Thank you for putting me on your watch list! :hug:
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Thank you, you are very welcome, and yes please ^-^
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And welcome to DA!!!